Wake-up Call
A question that has been bothering me lately is - What am I? These days, I have been driven to wonder what kind of a person I really am…a sort of a self-analysis thingie you could say.
I mean I don’t really understand some of the things that I do - like writing this blog for instance.. or wasting my time day by day without the slightest trace of guilt. Everyday I continue to engage in worthless trivial activities like watching T.V, surfing the net, looking out the window for hours, sleeping when i’m not even sleepy and things like that. But recently I’ve had another one of these wake-up calls which tells me to..well, wake-up. And do something worthwhile in my life. I haven’t reacted to the call yet but it’s sinking in slowly. See the thing with a wake-up call is that you can choose when to listen to it, unlike the more popular nature’s call. Everyone has a wake-up call.(and i don’t mean your alarm clock so don’t look at it like that) Yes, you too. It’s always there but it hits different people at different times.
My wake-up call? It’s been there forever and I’ve known it ever since I came into being. Let’s call my call the WUC. Me and WUC have spoken a lot in the past. But I’m hard to convince so my WUC never bothered me much. Like the time when my call told me it’s time to learn to walk, I refused cuz i was more into talking. So I chose to talk before I started walking…
I have always called the shots and had almost forgotten my WUC existed. My WUC is back with a bang though and tells me to listen, learn and inspire change. It’s about time I listened. Whether I will or not, I don’t really know. The truth is I’m only 16 and don’t want to do anything worthwhile. So guess what?? I’m not listening yet. Maybe when I’m 18. YES. Maybe I’ll watch less T.V and do my exams well for now, just to please WUC. This blogging thing is fun! I made up my mind in the course of just writing here. Awesome!
You’re probably thinking will this blogger ever write about something that matters to the world?? (assuming that some1’s actually reading this shit! and if you are, you need some serious self-analysis dude)
Now that i got that off my chest…I should be off to study for my exams. They’ll be here in about a week. Do you care? No. Who cares? No one. And no one is reading this blog. Still, I’ll be back.